Friday, 17 April 2026

A to Z Blog Challenge: O is for...

 Overwhelmed


If you have visited my blog in the past, you would have found this theme several times. It is the one thing that I often struggle with, but over time I have begun to become better at managing it.

But not only managing it when it happens - I have now become better at recognising the symptoms of the situation as it starts to happen. And the sooner I notice it, the less the impact, and the sooner I can do something about it.

I have a lot going on: work, writing, and creating and teaching art. While doing all those things is my choice, and most of the time I am very happy with what and when I do all these. In the past the feeling of being overwhelmed suddenly surprised me, and then I would just do nothing for days, unable to get anything done. As someone who is self-employed, this is not a good situation.

Then I sat down and thought about what caused the situation, and how I could better manage it. And in that process, and it happening again and again, I have worked out what to do for me. Preventing it is not yet something I am capable of, but being more aware of what is causing it at that moment, has helped me to figure out how to cope without needing the do-nothing-days.

I am now planning my time, especially my work schedule, better. I am also following my gut when it comes to my creative activities. Yes, they are on my schedule, but unlike my work which has deadlines, I have learned to trust my energy levels, and managing what I can do in a day.

Two weeks ago I had to have my car serviced - normal for all of us that drive our own cars. I also left home 90 minutes earlier than normal. Because I know it was to be a longer day away from home (the service station is close to the lab), I planned to do tests that required more time on the same day. The tests went well, but by two hours after lunch, I haven't heard anything yet about my car. Which was unusual since it was a standard service, nothing special required.

When I called, I was told that my car hadn't yet been serviced; they were running behind. I then asked one of my colleagues to take me to the service station, so I could wait there, instead on holding them up when closing time for the lab arrived.

I met other people who had to wait too, so it was nice chatting to while away the time. My car was ready just before 5pm. While I was happy with the service, I wasn't about having to drive the highway back home in peak traffic. My husband was already home at this point, so he got dinner for us (at least I didn't have to cook).

Thanks to the grace of God, traffic flowed. There were not many big trucks struggling up the hill, and I made it safely home although it took nearly three times longer than it normally would. It is uphill all the way home from the lab, and it is a steep one, hence the concern about the big trucks.

The exhaustion of that Thursday, took me two more days to recover from. While it was difficult, I did manage to do some work on the Friday, because I had a deadline. I simply took care not to overdo it.

This was a long post, and thank you if you read it until the end. How do you deal with this modern phenomenon of being/feeling overwhelmed?

Until tomorrow where I will explain more on how I plan an unpredictable schedule.

🇿🇦💜 Linzé


Thursday, 16 April 2026

A to Z Blog Challenge: N is for...

Nations of Peace book #10

Guardian of Dreams - a Lords of the High Council novel

SYNOPSIS

    At almost eleven centuries, Anoré D'Exelmante is the second oldest of the High Lords. Like his brothers, he has experienced nearly everything life and the universe have thrown at them. Yet beneath the weight of countless years, he carries a quiet longing for something he has never found: true love. Despite the close relationship with his brothers, Anoré feels the ache of solitude, and the need for connection. Unlike other human males, his mate has to have compatible abilities. As the guardian of higher mind abilities, like telepathy and telekinesis, he hadn't expected to find her so close to home.
    Allyson had struggled her whole life to live with her ability to sense others' thoughts and feelings. Constantly bombarded by what she couldn't control, it was her impending wedding that made her realise that her subconscious mind was her best defence against a life of unhappiness.
    Meeting the Lords of the High Council changed her life. Among their ranks, it was Anoré who stood out, his serenity and gentle insight resonating with Allyson in a way she had never experienced before. While the most powerful men in the universe welcomed her with warmth and respect, it was Anoré's presence that dissolved the loneliness that had always shadowed her. In his eyes, Allyson saw both acceptance and understanding, as if each unspoken thought bridged the gap between their worlds. For the first time, she felt her quiet, nerdy self seen and cherished by someone who truly understood her. The extraordinary bond that emerged between them uncovered a depth of happiness and belonging she had never imagined possible.
    Finding love with a High Lord revealed the secret of her abilities and drew out an old enemy, who seeks to use Allyson's gifts for his own ambition. He believes that corrupting her will unlock the power of an ancient prophecy, tipping the balance of the universe. He is determined to make her choose a dark path away from the faith that anchored her heart and soul.
    With her new family, she finds the courage to face that enemy, despite overwhelming odds. But she also learns that incredible challenges can be faced with faith, a commitment to relearn everything after a severe brain injury, and the love of a man with faith and commitment to duty to the Divine Trinity. As their connection deepens, both Allyson and Anoré must fight not only for each other but for the fate of the universe hanging in the balance.
The Guardian of Dreams will be available on 21 May 2026. Keep an eye out, because visitors to my blog will have a special pre-order discount code.

EXTRACT

Allyson didn't leave. Actually, she stopped the car and sat with her head in her hands. She was bone tired. Not work so much, although she had been busy of late, but it was the wedding, and she knew it. She had not been able to sleep for days now, and didn't need the little mirror in front of her to see the black circles around her eyes, which even makeup could no longer hide.

This was it, and she knew it. Knew that she couldn't marry Richard, no matter what her family said. No matter what her head told her. Her heart was not in it. In fact, she had come to the conclusion that she didn't care for Richard. Not as in not loving him, she couldn't care less as to what happened in his life or to him for that matter. It was a rather sobering thought, given that she had known him for two years before agreeing to the marriage.

This revelation was not so much of a surprise as she had perhaps wanted it to be, but somehow, her subconscious had been nagging her, and only now did she start to listen. Alone in the quiet of the breeze and the noise of the rough and tumble of the ocean below, her mind finally worked out what had been bothering her.

Aware that her family thought her talent something to be feared, hell, even though she thought it a curse, she had not used it to read him. But her unconscious mind did, and she didn't like what she found. Usually trying to respect others' privacy, she deliberately avoided reading him. Still, of course, telepathy was not always that easily switched off. Her subconscious mind wanted to know, and it got the information – even without her express permission.

Shaking her head, she lifted her eyes to the shadows around her. He had no real love for her either. Perhaps she had known this all along. Marrying into the family was a step forward in business, that's all. As a business adviser to her father, he would gain more influence once he was part of the family, and that was the most important thing. Her wishes and perceived happiness at present were just a means to that end. Something he did to win her family's affection.

Until now, she hadn't realised that it wasn't what she needed from a husband. Neither was she sure what it was, but her relationship with Richard didn't feel right. Probably never has, and she had just been too stubborn or cowardly to acknowledge that fact to herself. Wanting to please her parents was not the way to ensure her happiness in marriage. Damn, stupid coward that she was.

Clutching her hands into fists, Allyson hit the controls in front of her. She had been so stupid, and yet, deep inside, she had always wanted someone to love. Someone who would be just hers, as she would be his. She was the oldest sister and the only one not yet married, so she was easily persuaded to believe that Richard was the one for her. Smart, like her, he fitted into the family structure, and everyone liked him.

She grimaced. What was not to like? He was handsome, charming, and intelligent. And that should have been her cue. She was plain, average-looking, geeky Allyson, who seldom dated and avoided social situations as far as possible. So, how could she ever have believed that this could work? Aside from a similar type of job, she just applied her talents in research and outside the family business, they had nothing in common. Not a single thing.

She enjoyed reading, learning new things, and helping her clients because they needed what she could offer, but only if they agreed to keep her name and work out of the public eye. She didn't like the publicity companies sometimes gave their advisers, feeling that she did what they paid her for. It was their dedication and implementation of her advice that led to their success.

Richard loved the attention, especially if his client made headlines. He loved the social gatherings, the parties, and the way people made an issue of him.

Leaving her own business was not an option, ever, so there was no way she could think that this marriage could work, even if only based on logic and reason. They would be in competition with each other, or at least their clients would be, and that could not be a good thing.

She groaned. She was just going to have to gather her courage to face Richard and the family. It felt like a conspiracy that she was about to reveal, with her as the bad guy. Two days before the wedding. Perfect. Just what she didn't need. Now everyone is going to think she had cold feet, or wedding jitters, or whatever they were going to call it.

She took a deep breath. This was not going to be easy at all.

Resigning herself to another long night, one filled with arguments and fraught with attempts at emotional blackmail, she reached for the control key of the car.

Nothing. Just her luck. She groaned again. It has been days since she last recharged the fuel cells. Mobile. No signal either. Oh well, then she would just have to get out and walk.

It was almost dark, and there wasn't enough light to move the car back into the sun to charge with the solar cells. Securing the car, she stood and wondered which way to go. Back to the main road seemed prudent, but it may also take longer that way since she would have to go the opposite direction to get home. Home was simply too far away and too risky on foot after dark.

She glanced back towards the ocean. Perhaps there was a footpath of some kind along the cliffs. She had spotted a house or two while sitting on the cliffs and only hoped that people actually lived there, not just used the houses for holidays or occasional visits. Nodding to herself, she pocketed her mobile and key and turned towards the water.

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For the Letter O we will talk about feeling overwhelmed. Join the conversation and share your thoughts. Thank you for visiting today. Until tomorrow!

🇿🇦💜 Linzé



Wednesday, 15 April 2026

A to Z Blog Challenge: M is for...

 Monochrome

The word monochrome is mostly associated with black and white art or photography, but it doesn't have to be. Monochrome means single colour, so it can even be red or blue. Check out this YouTube video by LiazDaydream for cute paintings done with green ink.

My husband has done some amazing monochrome photography and I think that is where the concept originates: those old black and white films.

I had a look through my art to share monochrome art of my own, but other than black and white drawings, I couldn't find any. Not recent work anyway. I do love using a single colour so I am using my own post as inspiration to do some more monochrome art. Perhaps for the #100tinytreasures?

Until tomorrow!
🇿🇦💜Linzé


Tuesday, 14 April 2026

A to Z Blog Challenge: L is for...

 Laboratory

   With all the posts I have done so far, I have focused on my creative and blogging endeavours. Today my post is about my engineering work.

   I work in a test laboratory as a senior safety certification engineer. I, and two younger engineers, test and certify high-tech equipment against international safety standards, before the products are submitted to the regulators for approval to sell. I also test industrial and specialised equipment for safety, and am systematically training my younger colleagues to do the same work.

   Working in a laboratory environment suits my personality. The work requires extreme focus, every job is different, and I mostly work by myself. All three of us do, but we do consult each other when challenging products or tests need to be figured out.

  Yes, I love my job. And I love that the work we do contributes to the economy of the country. I also have my own business where I assist companies to comply to the requirements for export. But that is a whole different story! 😉

Until tomorrow!

🇿🇦💜 Linzé


Monday, 13 April 2026

A to Z Blog Challenge: K is for...

 Keeping a record

 
Do you have a problem remembering what you achieved during the course of the year? Or do you need to read multiple pages in a journal, search through many folders to remind yourself what you had created? I have had to until I got tired of that effort. My single new year's resolution for 2026? Find a way to make my end-of-year reflection easier.

  I have many blank sketchbooks and dug through my stash to find one which I thought would be suitable. It has 86 pages, is suitable for drawing and a light water application, so I can do whatever I feel would work for this idea. So far I have done just that. The layout is still evolving, but one page per month will make my end-of-year reflection a process of reflection, instead of a process of searching and wondering.

  Want to learn more about how the process is working for me? I explained it in more detail on my Substack, to keep this post short.

Until tomorrow!
🇿🇦💜 Linzé

Sunday, 12 April 2026

CreativeLife update: art, the novel, and that pesky geyser problem

Hey there creative friend!

Our pesky geyser problem has finally been fixed, and I have started work on repairing the ceiling in my studio. It's mostly scraping off the flaking paint, and then repainting it. Most of the water damage was inside the cupboard, which made it awkward for someone who doesn't like ladders, to reach. But I managed.

Of course, I could ask Hubs, but it's my studio and I like painting walls and ceilings, which he certainly doesn't. And if you don't like something, you either postpone it, or you do a crap job. Since a crap job was not an option, it meant that I had to do it.

Reorganising is still a challenge. Since I want to move some furniture around, it is taking time with unpacking and moving and storing stuff again. Also a good time to get rid of things. I have already put aside a lot of pencils, and other materials, but they are still in the house. I want to put everything up on a website maybe in two or three batches to sell. I thought of donating everything, but advertising it might interest someone who actually needs a few things and don't live in my area. I will share where and when everything is available.

At least now I can get into my studio and work on some larger panels again. The tiny watercolours are still fun, but the big brushes are calling and those are the most fun to play with.

My 10th novel's editing is going well. The final edit is in progress, then it needs to be proofread and formatted for publication. The cover still needs some work, but I will have a chat with Hubs since he is my cover guy. This means I could actually make the new May deadline! Woohoo!

The A to Z blog challenge is underway if you want to have a look at the other kind of stuff I am up to in April. The next post is tomorrow.

Until next time!

🇿🇦💜 Linzé



Saturday, 11 April 2026

A to Z Blog Challenge: J is for...

Art Journal

or Lifebook in my case

I have been a fan of Tamara Laporte's lifebook for years. A private space for thoughts, often covered up by a painting. This year our art group is back on doing a monthly lifebook entry as part of our creative practice.

Sharing is optional to the members of the group. I would sometimes share my painting, collage, or drawing but the private stuff would either be covered up at that point, or simply done after.

I choose a theme for us, since it can be difficult to choose a reference (or idea) when one's private thoughts are not always conducive to artistic expression.

This past March, the theme was Growth. Each member of the group could interpret the theme in any way they wanted, but it also gives some guidance for personal reflection. To be honest, I don't write in my Lifebook, because I have a journal and don't need a theme or a reminder to use it. It has been a practice of more than 40 years for me, so the art is just another opportunity for some fun.


>>> My March Lifebook interpretation of the theme, done with acrylic brush markers and metallic gel pens.


Until tomorrow for a CreativeLife update post. The A to Z challenge resumes on Monday.
🇿🇦💜Linzé

A to Z Blog Challenge: O is for...

 Overwhelmed If you have visited my blog in the past, you would have found this theme several times. It is the one thing that I often strugg...