With less than nine hours to go
before 2017 dawns, I suppose it is natural to want to reflect on the
past year. It was an up and down year for me, or rather a down and up
year.
The Sad
Having my mother pass away in January
was definitely not the best way to start the year. It was hard, and
to be honest, it still is. During the launch of JOURNEY
earlier this month, I declined to read from my story, Galen's
Hope, as I would normally do at such an event. While the story is
about grief, it is not about my mother. The hard part was the
reminder that I started writing it just before my mother passed away,
so I always associate that story with her. To this day I still cry
when I read it, making it impossible to read it out loud during the
launch.
The New Year's Resolution
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| Self-portrait: pen and ink |
But things were not always sad for
me. I made a resolution (the first in many years, because I don't
keep to them, duh!) to do more art. My resolution was to spend one
weekend each month only doing some kind of art project. And I did!
Trust me, I am surprised too. Upon reflection, I think the reason I
kept to my resolution was to put a measurable goal to it - one
weekend every month. There was no pressure to do this project or
finish that project - the goal was to do art. To enjoy the creativity
and the relaxation of the process.
The Bad
Like many people, I also wanted to
lose weight. I was well on track until my mother died, and once the
comfort food came out.... Well, needless to say, that resolution did
not work out so well. The only good thing that I have to mention is
that I didn't gain more than where I started from. Something to be
grateful for.
But the weight loss effort has taken
a turn from vanity to necessity. Yes, I am overweight, but I have
never been one to fuss about the way I look. Until I was put on
medication for high blood pressure on top of having an ulcer. I had
to rethink the way I live my life and deal with the extreme stress
that comes from my job. More about that a little later.
The Achievements
On the writing front, I managed to
finish several first drafts and publish two books: Negotiating the
Maze and JOURNEY. I also let myself down with the final
editing and publication of my fourth novel, Waiting for Adrian.
I am however not stressing too much right now, as it will just be the
first book to finish in the new year. This book has been a particular
struggle for me, but after the cover design was finished, things
started to look much brighter.
Those drafts I mentioned were part of
the 232k words that I wrote this year. At an average of 635 words per
day, it wasn't my best year, but then again it wasn't my worst year
either. I joined a Facebook group where we set ourselves a target for
the year and then are held accountable to achieve that. I set myself
a goal of 750 words per day for 2017, amounting to 273k words for the
year. More about that later.
The Surprise
As a writer, I also love to read. I
finished my 80th book of the year yesterday. If you take into account
the fact that I don't read during April, July, and November (for
obvious reasons) it comes down to reading two books per week for the
remaining 40 weeks of the year. Trust me, I was surprised at the
number since I don't have a reading target. Never have. Probably
never will, since it is the one activity that I can never get enough
of.
I still have a few books (mostly
non-fiction) that I haven't finished yet, but that's okay, they will
be on next year's list.
The Challenge
If you have been following my blog,
you will know that I am a student of Tai Chi Quan and have been for
the past two years. I am presently learning the 40 forms, and while
doing my daily practice, I came to the realisation that I am already
on my way towards my goal for 2017: to live in balance.
The New Year...2017
I will be blogging about my journey
to bring my life into balance: health, work, writing, and art.
Creativity has always been a major element in the way I define myself
as a human being. But to keep myself accountable, I am going to
tackle this journey in public. For that, you need to know what my
goals are and for my journey to be a success, I need to report on my
progress - not for you, but for me.
So I am taking a deep breath, and
making a list of what I aim to achieve to bring my life into balance
in 2017.
Here we go:
I need to get my weight down
from 127kg (weighed myself yesterday morning) to 100kg. It is
approximately 2kg per month and not an unreasonable target. Trying
to lose weight faster will mess with my blood sugar which I have to
keep a close eye on for various reasons.
Secondary target to the above is
to get off my high blood pressure meds.
I mentioned my word count target
for 2017 - 273k words. Very easy to measure, although sometimes
tough to keep up.
I have five books on my list for
publication, which include two full-length novels.
They are:
Waiting for Adrian (4th
book in the Nations of Peace series),
We, the One (a
standalone novel),
Richard's Choice (the
second story of the Last Gryphon trilogy),
Breathe (the fifth book
in the Third Gender series), and
Galen's Destiny (the
third story of the Last Gryphon trilogy).
Having so many is a challenge, but
three of the five are in the final stages of editing, while the
first drafts on other two are almost complete. I drew up a project
plan, and I will divulge more details soon.
My resolution to do more art
still stands, and I plan to continue to dedicate one weekend every
month to draw, sketch or paint. My present painting project turned
out to be more work than I anticipated (and that is not a bad thing)
but if I work at it as planned, I will be able to finish it in three
or four months. I have many ideas and more things to learn and
cannot wait to get working on that.
Master at least 20 of the 40
forms in Tai Chi with daily practice. This martial art has opened my
eyes to the joy of movement and the focus associated with
meditation. I cannot attend a live class, but the video course is a
very close second choice. As someone who dislikes exercise, I find
this martial art to be the perfect alternative for me. And after
having stiff muscles for two days after my second video lesson, I
can safely say that it is exercise!
The last on my list does not
have a target. Reading. All I can say is that I will read as much as
I can. It will never be a goal to read a certain number of books
each year. Why bother to set a goal for something that I love so
much?
I do not have a single word for next
year, as many people say you should have, but that's okay - for me it
will be to Live In Balance in 2017.
So join me, and share with me, an
amazing new year.
Happy 2017!
Life was perfect for young Erin Ville.
